Decreased In Size

Decreased In Size...Decreased In Size...Decreased In Size.  Music to my ears.  Those three words I kept reading over and over again.  Each time my heart would beat faster, the words more blurry, and  tears of joy ran down my face.  It was going to be a good day!!!

The past two months have been stressful to say the least.  I mean one minute you're wondering if the cancer is back and multiplying like crazy, and the next you are just grateful to have each other for one more day.  Sometimes you just sit quietly and pretend not to know what the other is thinking, and other times you cry and fuss about the what ifs.  Lets face it, we are just normal.

Living life scan to scan sucks, but the truth is the key word there is living.  I would rather live like this for the rest of my life than the alternative.  Tony is a fighter and no matter what, he says he will beat this SOB..."I don't have time for cancer."